Kesunyian

Sunyinya malam ini....
Tiada bulan.. tiada bintang...
Hanyalah.. kedengaran ombak di pantai...
Hatiku tertusuk sayu dan pilu....
Mengenangkan nasib diri di rantauan..... (Man Bai, Gersang)

Sunyi.... sangat sunyi...... Rizq dah seminggu lebih asik merengek nak pergi rumah nenek kat Ampang. So this morning, we sent our bulan & bintang to their nenek's place. We didn't stay there coz hubby has lotsa work to do at home. He has already planned to do his minutes at home. And I pulak... banyak gila kain baju nak kena uruskan. So we left our kids at my in-laws' place. Ingat nak amik balik malam ni, tapi tadi hubby called MIL and she requested us to let the kids stay overnight there. So... nak kata apa... Walau berat hatiku ini, relaku lepaskan jua...... The house is soooo quiet without them.

Tomorrow is hubby's 35th birthday.. and you know what... I don't have any concrete plan yet for tomorrow. He's been terribly busy lately.. it's hard to plan anything. I was thinking of going somewhere for a short getaway, but with his demanding work at the moment, I guess we just have to postpone it. I haven't get anything for his birthday. The truth is, I really don't know what to give him. Ran out of idea already. Maybe I should get him a Columbia shirt. Tapi macam boringlah pulak bagi baju.. but what else?..... Well, it's gonna be a belated birthday gift. Alamak..... macam tak bestlah pulak... But really I'm not in the gift-planning/finding mode at the moment. I know he wouldn't mind, but I still feel bad. I'm so sorry, dearest.... Whatever it is, ada hadiah ke takde hadiah... "ku mahu kau tahu.. kaulah destinasiku.... untuk menggapai bintang... terangi hidupku....." Hmmm.... ntah bila hubby baca ni.. He still doesn't know about the existence of this blog. I'm not ready to share this with him yet.... he..he.....

Actually I have something else to share here. Something nice, something happy... It's about me winning something BIG last week. But seriously wa tengah takde mood. Next time yah!